I have started this blog post several times but I never knew how to finish it.... not the post I ever wanted to write again but the questions about when Baby Hunecke #2 will be making an appearance are never ending. Not that I blame people for wondering but..... it is always a tricky subject to navigate.
So, to answer the question..... we don't know. This time around has been MUCH more discouraging than when we were trying to have Maddox.
We've been back in the fertility treatment game since January-February-
ish and here we are again. We had decided that around Maddox's 1st birthday we would start trying just in case we had issues again. Turns out it was a wise choice.
When we started everything again I went in with a positive attitude because really, how hard could it be? I mean we had Maddox and though the ride was difficult, we had a plan and it worked! Apparently it isn't that easy. ;)
Where do we go from here?.... Well, the answer is not very cut and dry. I've been pumped full of meds for one month and the next, I have to go back on birth control to shut everything down. VERY disheartening to hear/do month after month. (also not a fun thing to come down off of, lots of nausea, weight loss/gain, and mood swings- just ask Justin!) We have tried IUI's 2x's and neither have worked. (that is how we got pregnant the first time). My endometriosis has gotten much worse and my Dr. is concerned it is causing more issues than she anticipated. Each month that goes by more scar tissue grows. We are strongly considering surgery before the end of the year but it is still up in the air.
The reason we are holding off is because if I can avoid surgery now, I may not have to repeat it so soon to try for kid(s) in the future. It is something that will need to happen at some point though.
In conversations that I have had many people have suggested a 2nd opinion. I get it and maybe I will do that but to be honest, I trust my Dr. She knows me/us and when you are going through something like this it is much easier to talk with someone that has been through it with you before. She's supportive and helpful (most of the time) and that makes me stay (even when I hear things I don't like).
On the other hand with all of the changes at work, etc. it could be a huge blessing in disguise. I understand stress causes issues
yada, yada, yada, but that change wasn't in "the plan" when we started. :) Now that life has settled down (some) that stress has been eliminated
I guess that is my story in a nutshell.... Now this isn't meant to be a sob story, just a statement about where we are with everything. I am not sure if I will continue to write about our journey but hopefully this help to answer some of the questions people have been asking.....